in the company of mr. Melody

2007-02-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

bye bye!

i am leaving this for smth better.

2007-02-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

you spend your nights alone,
he never comes home,
and everytime you call him,
all you get's a busy tone.

i heard you found out,
he's doing to you,
what you did to me,
ain't that the way it goes.

words of a wisemen. and karma does come back to bite you in the ass. trust me, when it does happen to you, you're gonna regret it.

okay, on to the agenda that's been bugging me lately.

i have no idea why, but recently, i have been thinking alot about you. even after talking about how i chose to only be friends.

WHY!? why is this so. am i slowly getting attracted to you, again? am i suffering a relapse of whatever occured back in the BV days. aaaah, i miss you so much and i'm like really wishing that you're done with all your projects and all that. and your holidays are just around the bend riiiight?

and like, you're gonna be a bum and just laze around at home riiiight? haha. this means, hang out hang out.

anyways, i joined the kakis yesterday to celebrate the birthdays of 3 of my gal pals from the changkat days. so that means like, 8-9 years of friendship? now im kinda regretting not getting to know them a little better cause i would have been more open and shit like that around them. but you know i love you guys right? all 3 of you 18year olds who wouldnt stop teasing me about JUST TURNING 17.

thanks ah people!! you made me feel young.

anyways, yesterday was lorryloads of fun. yes fun! we had cancerous barbecued food thanks to the never ending smearing of margerine on to the coal. haha. i'm just kidding people. the food was great, company was awesome. atmosphere was just.. ecstatic. i felt, really really happy for the first time in a long time.

it's amazing how friends can really make your day, even if it wasnt YOUR special day, you'd feel absolutely jubilant in their presence. so go on and build bridges, not burn them. i learnt my lesson, the hard way.

hence the opening statement after the poem. oh well, im not regretting the decision i made cause you don't look back right? just move on and stop reminiscing about the past. honestly, despite what all the friends have told me. i never really did regret making that decision. and i'm not sayin it as an 'in-your-face' kinda statement. im just pointing out the facts because well, this is my blog right?

i'm kinda hoping all this time taking a break from the blogging world has maybe totally removed the number of people actually reading this. i wanna make this bloggy private. and people might be thinking 'set a pass u dumbass' and to answer that question, simple, im too damned lazy =)

anyways, back to the birthday issue. haha. celebrated mas' sya's and illy's birthdays (in chronological order). the highlight of the day must have been the post-party. haha. playing childish games around the table. that to me, was the icing on the cake. another one would be the prize-opening ceremony. just seeing the smiles of delight totally gave me the sense of satisfaction.

i know how you guys (or girls rather) have been sending all these SMSes, thanking all those who turned up for the event and all that. but seriously, i thank you guys. that was one of the most awesome days i ever had. i'm hoping that's a signal that '07 would be a kickass year.

musically and entertainment-wise, i know '07 wouldnt disappoint. but it's the factors that affect me on a more personal level, things that i wanna change for the better to help me make this year a more meaningful and satisfactory.

once again, i'll try my best to build bridges. instead of burning them.

i really enjoyed yesterday.

love you guys, =)

2007-02-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay so uh, in a coupla minute's time it would be the day most couples rejoice.

the day that most couples go through extravagant means just to prove to one another of the depth of their love and such.

but why must it only be on this fated 14th of feb that people want to start renouncing their love to their respective partners and such. uhh, okay, that's about all the anti-vday feelings that i have. in short, im not really a big fan of vday. it's just too, abnormal for me.

just like anniversaries and birthdays and all the other stuff are. come on fellow homo sapiens, it's just an ordinary day when flowers are extremely overcharged and people have an increased expectation of being on the receiving end of some loving when to sun sets. look, luq just is not a bg fan of vday. period.

anyways, i have been looking through youtube and found many many brilliant artists who couldnt cut a recording contract.

why the hell do recording companies sign deals with brainless gits like britney and all other musically uninclined retards. i just think that it's unjust that people who's got real talent. real RAW talent be stuck to performing in front of a webcam and uploading it to youtube hoping to get the ratings and all that. open your damned eyes man.

see who's got real talent and who doesn't.

that's when i came to realize that, if the music industry was filled with john mayers and alicia keys, den the world would hear the same sort of music. i am not making sense.

the words that i am typing are just flowing out of me. no thoughts, no nothing. ah well, i know 2007 would be a better year for me.

already i have made some changes in my life that i hope would make luq a better man walking this earth.

i love you

2007-01-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

i haven't been able to update this blog and neither would i be able to. im taking this short little time to do so because i just want to say that i love rachael.

she rocks.

and i have to meet her in march.

exams are coming soon and i have been using that excuse to get out of meeting people i don't really wanna meet.

karma will come and bite me in the ass. or as i recently learnt, AVOCADO will occur. only the prison break faithful will get it.

funny ass tv serial.

one major flaw though, they're all in prison but their hair don't grow.. that is a MAJOR HMMMM!? yes yes? agree with me you bitcheS!!

because rachael is hot and i just said so!

scarlett johanssen is hot too, but she's probably already taken. *ahem* timberlake *ahem*

okay, so now i gotta go snooze and wake up to another day of facing books. whoop de fucken doo.

see you people around. =)

this year is getting terrific.

love you

2007-01-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

Ode to...

2007-01-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

I don't want to waste your time,
I don't want to waste your time.
I just want to say
I've got to say,
We worked hard, darling
We don't have no control
We're under control

I don't want to do it your way,
I don't want to do it your way.
I don't want to give it to you, your way.
I don't want to know...

I don't want to change your mind,
I don't want to change the world.
I just want to watch it go by.
I just want to watch you go by.
We were young, darling
We don't have no control
We're out of control

I don't want to do it your way,
I don't want to do it your way.
I don't want to give it to you, your way.
I don't want to know...

I don't want to change your mind,
I don't want to waste your time.
I just want to know you're alright.
I've got to know you're alright;
You are young, darling
For now, but not for long
Under control.

-under control
by the strokes

2007-01-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

so in this coming few months, 3 of my favourite source of entertainments would be coming to town.

2 of which would be having concerts while the other would be here for the mosaic music festival.

for the uninformed, john legend, muse, hoobastank and rachael yamagata would be coming to town for their own stuff. yeah.

john legend and muse concerts are like on the 15th and 16th. and one of my buddies is going for both. sick. yes i know.

not a big fan of WHO?-ya-stank. so uh won't really care much for them.

but.. rachael yamagata's performing for mosaic. i know im gonna kick myself in the balls for not going for john legend and muse.. but hopefully i'd be able to make it for rachael's. i mean.. it's rachael!!!

BE BE YOUR LOVE BAYBEH!!!

ok, i shall lay low for awhile.. feel like puking over and over. and that's not cause im bulimic. bleah. my body's abit laggy when it comes to diseases. it's already getting toasty and i'm only gettin sick now? what the..

ok, so summarising this entry, i kick balls for nt going for legend and muse's concerts. i want to see rachael yamagata. im sick. and im all alone at home. fan-bloody-tastic.

oh tennessee what did you write?
i come together in the middle of the night.
that's an ending that i can't write.
cause i've got you to let me down

2007-01-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

say it's possible

=)

2006-12-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

it's been over 3 months since i updated this pretty dead blog of mine

the previous entry of mine was just during this period of serendipity. yeah, so during the past 3 months all i've done is distanced myself from the people ard me.

i dont really feel like having friends anymore when all they do is be a letdown and screw up your mind. yes, luq is weak, cant even keep up with my own gym regime.

what the fuck?

sometimes i really feel like just quitting school. sheer boredom just dominates. the motivation to continue with studying is just not present. let alone all the shit that i had to go through.

fuck who needs those people anyways.

so all i want to do for this year is to just go about minding my own business and try to limit my contact with the rest of the world. it might sound psychotic. but who gives a shit. nobody i know of does? so why start now.

perhaps its just an emo phase that im going throught right now. i dont know. i dont want to know. and it is better that i do not know. whatever it is, this little site of mine will be a place for me to store whatever lyrics or poems or anything of the sort and also a place for me to vent.

and right now, that is what i would do.

i want to be all on my own.

leave me alone.

in other words, fuck off

have a nice day

2006-12-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

aubrey your not

love it love it..

2006-09-02T09:07:00.000+08:00

i know how i said i wun be updating anymore and it's ironic cause i'm here blogging at 9 in the morn.

WHY AM I DOING THIS?

honestly, i dun haf a clue. my guess would be insomnia kicking in again. or maybe my body's just asking me to work out on the weekends.

i'll pass..

i shall be a fatass today and live the life of a geek. going to comex with the dad soon. when he wakes up. perhaps after that i'll make my way down to one of those lan shop thingy and work on my dota skills.

now i'm feeling guilty cause i'm listening to futuresex/lovesounds in its entirety on the net. those who wants to listen to it can ask me for it. i don't feel safe posting it here. all i can say about the album is that. it's filled with dance tracks and has many many preludes.

his music has also matured. going for the whole sexy and in the mood image. perhaps mr.JayTee believes that he wants his music to grow along with his fans. keep in mind that the previous album of his was released in nov. '02. so that makes it a little less den 4 years for him to come up with another album.

oh gosh.. 4 years. that makes it my sec1 year i think. yeah. cool huh. and people change and adapt with time. so i guess that is his objective in recording his upcoming album. allowing fans to be able to relate to his music and all that.

however, this whole new JayTee image.. it just doesn't make the cut for me. oh well, you can't expect people to remain the same after so long.

why do i digress so much? i've no idea. my engine's not warmed up yet. it's only 9. super groggy

but hey, i've done my supposedly daily crunches, had my cereal. my eyes are droopy. but my body wants me to stay awake.

by the way, "My Love" will be Justin's single after Sexyback. and i dare say it souds loads better than sexyback. sexyback is kind of a letdown. gosh. im digressing again.

i'm done for now.

i can see us holding hands,
walking on the beach our clothes on the sand.
i can see us on the countryside,
sitting on the grass laying side by side.
you can be my baby,
let me make you my lady,
girl u amaze me.
ain't gotta do nothing crazy,
see all i wan u to do it be my love.

2006-09-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

i've been super tired lately.

went back to bedok view yesterday to celebrate teacher's day. they should prolly re-name it something else cause i think it's more like reunion for graduates' day. the reason being i saw more of my buddies back in sec school than i did teachers who contributed their sweat and effort in educating me.

despite the fact that i didn't get to see most teachers i expected to see, i enjoyed being back in beevee! all the memories came rushing in. All sorts of memories. good ones, and bad ones.

but managed to meet mr.Goh aka Mr.Penguin. our AMath teacher, and a terrific one at that. i'm pretty sure the express students who're didn't get him are like suffering. cause mr.goh is able to explain elaborate theories in a simple manner. therefore, his students are able to understand that particular topic easily. trust me, he's a terrific teacher.

next, we met Mr.Physics teacher. Mr.Zaldy. a great motivational speaker who can arouse you're motivation and determination to give all you got for the exams or in anything you do for that matter. his teaching style is unique and maybe that's what started the controvesy of a certain student complaining bout his teaching. but oh well, the way he taught got me the grade for my Os. So i'm not complaining.

and then.. i forgot. haha

that's it. i think. it's more of a reunion for the students.

another thing! i met kai's 'fren' from archery. so that dude and me waited while she went over to her grandma's place or smth. we chatted while waiting and found out about EEE school and all that. when kai came back, she looked particularly worried so she asked me what we chatted bout the moment we got to beevee.

met up with the whole h9 gang and headed down to simpang where the group divided into the h9 people and the co. part of h9. zy joined co. though. and bohan kept teasing bout h8 and zy. lol~ funny funny people they are.

oh gosh, im not in the mood to blog anymore. like totally not in the mood. i shall quit this then. goodbye blogger.

this is the end for both of us.

haha, that's the problem i have with things. i get bored too easily, that's why i can't really stay attached to things. i have this problem of keeping my attention fixed on a certain objective longer den a certain period of time. after it hits that boundary, i just lose all my focus and drive on that thing.

so yeap, i just revealed another piece of my life today. and it might take awhile until i blog.. again.

im off!

2006-08-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

to random passerby: i hereby promote u to faithful reader. haha. you're no longer random!! lol. and yeah. i talked to her already. at least i tried to. seems that things won't work out between us. dunno la. let things be i shall.

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today was a rest day from all the going out i've been doin. yesterday i went swimming. all alone. i didn't mind swimming alone actually. mostly because i can swim at my own pace. what i mean is, i don't hafta worry bout another person waiting on you cause of my turtle speed in swimming.

i suck at swimming, what can i say?

anyways, i enjoyed the alone time i had while swimming yesterday. the journey to and fro gave me time to think about, evaluate certain friendship and i had this weird moment when i was thinking about the possibilities of getting together with a couple of the gal pals i had.

haha! nonsensical thoughts they were. some just led to awkward moments with the frens i hang out with.

the best part was, i had a complete meal all alone at century square. luckily i didn't seem like a total loser who doesn't have friends cause i saw afew other people who were eating all alone.

so i ate my chicken chop fried rice as always, complemented with chrysanthemum tea and 2servings of fruits(namely papaya and honeydew)

i'm tryin out this whole new lifestyle thing you see. changing my eating habits together with the new exercise regime. that way, im totally a health freak. oh, except the fact that i'm all natural. i'm peel fresh natural ppl! no added sweetener or preservatives. HAH!

beat that u protein shake takers!

lol! just kidding..

and by the way, i've re-entered dota. not very proud of this fact. but there, i am into dota again. although not as addicted nor extremely hooked like previously. like i said, it's like a controlled drug thing. only difference is that i play to satisfy the occasional craving for it.

tmr will be a really long day.

bedok view is gonna be a bore if ur not going.

i'm off!

2006-08-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

i've found a new love.

rachael yamagata!!!!

a japanese/italian/german/american girl. yeap.

cool huh!!!

great singing voice. which has a smoky quality to it. rarh she rocks. check out be be your love

im loving it, no, loving her

2006-08-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

replies to tags, or rather comment:

to apologetic soul: it's ok! no worries! haha. if u are competent in malay den 'kawan kawan tak mau lawan!'. and u commented 3 times! haha so no worries.

to gee: i'm feeling all better already. talked to my super close fren about it. and yeah, she cheered me up. and im feeling great!

to random passerby: whoever you are, i voted ok!!! my votes were worth $2.40! and they all went to the soulful dude, Hady Mirza. he's one of those left WITH MAJOR TALENT! that justifies my blog entry! =)

there ya go

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ok so today was supposed to be a day out with 3 of my favourite people in the world! dilys, kai and gav. but hadta cancel cause the supposed b'day girl was feeling abit under the weather.

food poisoning or smth of the sort.

WOMAN! i scared later u eat the cookies den trigger another ailment. HOW!? dun give u la hor? haha. yes yes meanie i am.

so instead hung out with my BRUDDAHS! since sec1. josh and gav. haven been out with this bunch since collection of o lvl result. HMM? that was just eons ago. so yeap. talked talked talked. and afew names kept coming up.

a particular Miss A., Miss Y., and Miss J. so cool.

touched dota after awhile. and i've rusted. gosh i suck so bad! and battle.net standard sucks. what a letdown! oh well. shan't get complacent. been ages since i played. but managed to own like the opposing team quite easily.

omg, battle net is sucha letdown rarh! hmm, joined a new club. west united fc. no idea how it is related to gaming but oh well. joining the club was just another way to re-enter the dota arena.

i'm thinking of NFSMW. today was rather a boring day. nothing much to blog about. so there ya go.

oh by the way, my email's alteczalea@hotmail.com

enjoy

2006-08-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

it just hit me

i haven't been posting proper entries for the past week. i just realise it like a few moments ago. here i am, trying to properly make an entry for the night.

so let's start with something that's been bugging my mind ever since singapore idol 'the spectaculars' commenced. it involves a particular contestant still participating. and honestly, this talent contest, searching for the best person to represent SINGAPORE (that's the entire nation mind you) in the international music scene.

and here we have an almost tone-deaf contestant who appears to be on a half-high everytime he performs. no matter what genre is supposed to be sang, this particular contestant can make it seem like he took a quick jab before entering the stage. the way his eyelids cover half his eyes while he's passionately singing illustrates just that.

if none of you believe me, go ahead and catch the following episode. he WILL be singing like he's getting laid simultaneously.

but hey, you can't blame that poor bloke, it's not his choice to stay in the competition. right from the start, it's the judges that let him into the following rounds and upto the top twenty-something. the fans then get to decide who they would like to see in the next round.

so all there is to do is blame all those supporters. ok no, voters who prolly lost their brains while punching in the numbers, dialling his number, voting and hoping his safety to get through to the next round.

so yeah, ALL U BRAINLESS GITS. VOTE FOR TALENT DAMMIT. not for looks.

all u dumbasses better get your facts right. terrific singers have been voted off. to me, that's unjust. this is a talent contest afterall. maybe they should abolish the voting thing. apparently, the people can't be good enough judges for a SINGING competition. so why let them decide the outcome of the whole thing? it's just not logical.

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next up, the person i thought i knew so well turned out to be someone so different. all the while i thought you weren't that immature. the person i knew would just let things be, leave them alone. but why are u doing this? you're only hurting yourself. just let it be. dun bother about stuff anymore. cause i just can't be bothered to entertain this type of nonsense. it gets me all worked up over no reason. so yeah.

so please, just leave it the way it is. things are better off this way.

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another thing, if u have something to say about me. don't go around spreading rumours about me behind my back. say it to my face. and if i've things to say about you, you'll find out when you confront me. you dun hafta be sucha bitch about it. grow up la, please. you're like older than i am and you're acting so immature. act your age will you?

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the world is not making sense to me right now. i have no idea why. leave me alone please. imma do some soul searching.

and i've commitment problems. only the closest to me understand. in time, you will too.

and tmr will be a great day

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DILYS LIM! hope the wait for the almost midnight call din make u all sleepy today! and my wish for u was lke super special!! hope u enjoyed it

2006-08-27T14:01:00.000+08:00

Biar ghaibmu suatu misteri.
Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi.
Biar ia bertanda Tanya saja
Hatiku dah lama bertitik noktah

Biar, biarlah berlalu,
Biar, biarlah begitu

Biar waktu mengubat rindu
Tiada ku mencari sebarang penawar pilu
Biarlah mereka tertanya Tanya
Hatiku dah lama berganti arah

Biar, biarlah berlalu
Biar, biarlah begitu

Mana pergi janji setia disisi
Hanya aku yang tertunggu tunggu
Waktu pun berjalan
tanpa kesempatan Kau hilang tanpa pesanan

Biar, biarlah berlalu
Biar, biarlah begitu

Biar ghaibmu suatu mistery
Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi

2006-08-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

Lemonade

She’s my sunshine in the rain,

Let me tell you what she means to me,
Like a tall glass of lemonade,
When it’s burning hot on summer days,
She’s exactly what I need.

She’s soothing like the ocean brushing on the sand,
And she takes care of me,
And helps me be a better man
She’s so beautiful
Sometimes I stop to close my eyes,
She’s exactly what I need

She’s my smile when I’m feeling blue,
My good night’s sleep when the day is through,
Let me tell you what she means to me.
Kinda like the feeling after your first kiss,
Except that everyday she makes me feel like this,
She’s exactly what I need.

She’s soothing like the ocean brushing on the sand,
And she takes care of me,
And helps me be a better man,
She’s so beautiful,
Sometimes I stop to close my eyes,
She’s exactly what I need

She’s exactly what I need

2006-08-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

biar mereka tertanya-tanya,
hati ku dah lama berganti arah

2006-08-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

went out wit the family in the morning because kai cannot make it today! so it's been postponed to tmr.

hmmm let's see

going for the bbq later. and sarah from dbf 24 was from floorball too! haha din know. cool!

ok la.

gotta run!

2006-08-25T22:44:00.001+08:00

yessah~ blog blog blog.

i am supposed to be at pasir ris beach right now with the floorball buddies. but instead, i skipped it cause there isn't any activity for the night. dum dee dums.

past few days have been hectic. mugged like crazy for the econs paper, which i sat for today. luckily there wasn't much for calculations on unemployment and all that. too lazy to study for it. instead, the main focus was on the diff market structures.

and fortunately, all the effort paid off. hmm.

so let's talk about my physical changes, i got my hair CUT!

no not layered, but CUT. so technically, in terms of length, it's shorter now! check out the fringe BABY!!! haha. and all that. WHEE. but i miss the old hair. kinda like the bowltop

=x

i'm kinda lazy to blog right now. gotta make a call!

and to anonymous, apparently you have no idea what it means to have frens eh? well, erm.. it's kinda like people you mix with and develop this bond called friendship.. and yeah.. most of the time when u don't contact them or meet them in person, another emotion comes into play. this would then cause u to miss them.

so yeah, there's frenship 101 for 'anonymous' who most likely spend lonely nights thinking bout how great to be in a world filled with people you love.

there. i've said my piece. you can have a nice lonely life.

luq out~

2006-08-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

brilliant day!

it's been a terrific day. went to the gym early in the morn with mx to work on the upper body. (as always) and chest building up, slowly but surely. YESSAH! i've got the cut cut for tricep. cool!

anyways, found out that 60% of the strength of the arms come from the bicep. cool fact. oh yeah, i absolutely love the abs-torso machine at tampines gym. it's like really fun. the rowing machine is absolutely tiring though. we initially planned to do like 15 minutes of it but instead did like 5 minutes. didn't have the stamina to endure through all 15 minutes. dum dee dums~

i can totally feel the strain now which makes it a good thing cause it shows i totally worked that muscle. tmr is cardio day! swimming swimming!

then came work out for the brains. did like 4 chapters for econs while waiting for dilys to finish up with her work. in the end, i came over to TEEPEE to help her out with her work. that kinda made me feel like free labour cause i helped her like.. cut, glue and all that. so yeah. and then while we walked down to the bus stop she promisd to get me a cuppa milo. lol! so i asked for milo dinosaur. the one at SIMPANG!

and dilys' fren, john, talks very mmm.. femininely. fortunately, he does it to impersonate feminine ppl. so yeah, and then yeah. he did like re-enactments of White Chicks in that typical bimbo tone which made it all too real.

didn't really talk to them cause those arty farty people were busy with their design projects.

yeap yeap, headed down to simpang afterwards for an early dinner and major patching session. patch u know.. like from version 1.12 to 1.13

cause it's been monkey donkey years since i met up with dilys and gav. didnt call kai cause i THOUGHT she had paper tmr. din wanna disturb her. haha

turns out she didn;t have anyth on tmr. so yeap~ SORRY YEAH!

lol~

anyways, we talked nonsense all the way during the bus ride to simpang. and there was this dude on the bus who slept through the bus. and remained on the bus even when it got to the interchange. we weren't n ice enough to wake him up. oh well, he seems like a weird dude. cause he's got like long bonde hair and his facial features are like waaaay feminine, BUT the thing is he had kinda like a goatee. so gav and me couldn't decide whether he was a dude or a gal.

in the end we came up with a conclusion that he's a dude because of the goatee.

had lunch/dinner at simpang. and those 2 goons couldn't finish up their murtabaks.. tsk tsk, waste money!! haha. so dilys left like half of hers whereas gav left like.. a quarter?

so much for eating slowly!

went to the playground near tanah merah mrt after the meal to swing around like kids deprived of a fulfilling childhood. HAHA~ dilys and gav suck at swinging la!! haha. must teach them to swing. lol~

oh yeah cycling at east coast.. HMMMM.

and we discussed abt how we've changed since we've got to poly. and shall i say, i've been through drastic changes in life. since poly. i'd say ive grown mature and got more independent i guess. don't really know. mmm

let's see. econs on friday, ALL THE BEST TO ALL YA'LL SITTING FOR EXAMS

i'm still missing you =(

G'NIGHT YA'LL!

2006-08-19T10:52:00.000+08:00

Luq's bloggin *shocked faces*

i've been terribly busy busy! damned accounts paper and the chill out time which came after the test was over and done with. now there's only one paper left to sit for.

the best part is, it's on the VERY LAST DAY of exam week/s. on the friday and after my friday prayers. oh how considerate..

that means i gotta rush all the way down to the clementi mosque freggin early and then rush all the way to school. contemplating whether to take the bus or walk. cause if i were to walk, i would be a perspiring dude rushing all the way up to school. whereas taking the bus would mean wasting around 64cents on the fare.

come to think of it, either way i have to walk up to school so it doesn't really make much of a difference.

and i've wonderful people surrounding me! people with terrific taste in music. cause lately i've been listening to Back to Basics by Christina Aguilera.

gosh i swear there's something wrong with me, i keep misspelling aguilera as aQuilera. i'm clueless balls bout why i do it. aaah well...

anyways, a dude from my pri school sent me Keane's Under the Iron Sea too. so yeah! hurraaaaah to contemporary music!!

so here's the review for aguilera's album, it's a double disc release so in total there're like 22 tracks. and honestly, i think the second disc has music that's lorry-loads better than the first one. look out for the tracks 'Hurt' and 'the right man'

alternatively, to sample the album you sexy peeps out there can just approach me for it and i'll gladly send it to you via messenger. =)

another thing is, people! DO NOT WATCH 'the break up'. isn't really funny. and the laughs will just last for less than 2seconds. next movie to watch an american haunting.. i so wanna watch that one. cause it seems like a great show.

but then, i thought the break up would be a brilliant show to watch only to be let down. rarh. but it's ok. at least i got to meet jeanette's fren. mmm clare if i'm not mistaken. and she's hot. Mob agrees with me so she's officially declared hot la.

and shaking person's hand when you meet them for like the first time is not called flirting! it's called being a friendly person and warming up to that new girl. and wtf is up with this charity case thing.. so not true la!!

lalala!

oh damn, so now there's 3 to attend. and i'm running low on financial supplies. BOOHOO!

ok that's it for now. gotta run off to somewhere

and to the girl who calls me her hitch! (no not the movie, it's he-bitch combined)
i miss you loads! been ages since we talked on the phone or even met. =(
meet up soon yea?

2006-08-19T10:49:00.000+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I want to do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

2006-08-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

and up here i am who i am

today has been a really tiring day, swam 16 laps at tamp pool thingy in the morn. sacrificed my usual 11 o clock alarm for a body toning experience. but it was all worth it, better swim than to stay home asleep gathering all the fats that's made available to me

and gotta work hard to achieve my target.

and guess wad!? gym session tmr! gosh, training sessions like dragon boaters yes? the only difference is that I AM WEAK!

and i dare to admit it. so that's the blardy resaon for me to work out. wanna get fit fit fit!

no more unhealthy luq! so yeah, anyhooo. terra made only 3000 albums and there's like not many copies left so i feel the spirit of piracy take over me

but it's sucha sad thing to do. terror terra's a brilliant artist, terrific vocals and she looks absolutely gorgeous.

anyways, daddy was being hilarious as always..

convo between sis, mom and dad:
sis: mummy!! i brought back some sawi(a name for a veggie thingy) back, got some of the seeds back too
me: wad's sawi in english?
mom: mmmm chye sim?
dad: THAT'S CHINESE!

convo between daddy, sis and me:
dad: i saw someone surfing gay websites on the laptop..
sis and me check laptop
sis and me: that GAYLE nerva's website...

by the way the webbie is www.gaylenerva.blogspot.com or something like that. and the dad so g-a-y and went nuts cause he thought someone's been surfing undesirable webbies on the lappy.

so yeah, that's my daddy for you people!

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and why did you have to spoil everything for us all?? it's over before it began..

one of the mysteries of life.

everything can go so smoothly and it takes just one dumb moment to ruin it all. so all that friendship, all those calls and texts. all that mean nothing now?

so... disappointed..

why does it have to be so screwed up? huh..

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so now all i gotta do is keep thinking bout the coming exams. and just focus on that. mmm

dear god, please provide me guidance. i admit that i have done wrong, to friends, loved ones and even myself. so i seek guidance, please..

2006-08-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

Cater 2 U guy version - Passion

i love this song. so yeap. enjoy

2006-08-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

Terra Naomi finally decided to record an album. unfortunately, i need to have this paypal thing to actually purchase it. damn!

but here's the album cover photo thingy

and the album is called virtually, because all of the songs are from her virtual concerts.

ok so here's the pix:

2006-08-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

i've been on this page for like over half an hour already because of all the convos i have. so yeap, this'll be a realli slowly typed entry.

dum dee dums!

i've finally decided to run and swim. alternate.

maybe i can get dilys as running buddy and mX-men as swimming fren. so yeah. i think CAN URH!

dum dee dums.. today was a great day, studied accounts, watched my super ex girlfren. and simpang-ed.

this is a short entry. wil lengthen it when i feel like. =)

tiffy is hot! lol~

2006-08-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

grateful..

nothing beats texting a special someone after a long and tiring day..

thanks babe~ that realli brightened up my day yesterday.

had an exhausting gym session after that ec test.

thank you!

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ok so that's that, today was my rest day. couldn't make it just now! SORRY!!

wanted to chill out at home cause the last time i spent the WHOLE day at home was like donkey years ago? so yeapp.. to avoid constant nagging from the mom of always staying out til late, i decided to stay home

did some soul-searching, and found out that liverpool's jersey is already out for sale. headed down to tamp's Adidas and saw them. AHH, they look so hot! except that they cost a bloody bomb! seeking financial support for the purchase of all 3 sets of l'pools jerseys.

=)

anywho, gym session yesterday! worked upper body again!

but emphasized on the abs and chest. still need to do the dragon boat move for the ceps/lats. mmmmm i'd like to have wings without the need of Red Bull please.

which reminds me of a really funny incident. RED BULL GIVES U WINGS!!

haha, only 4 dudes will get the joke.

and watched tokyo drift for the second time afterwards. there's a difference in watching the movie in theatres an at home. so yeah, enjoyed the theatre experience better. DUH!

and i'm experimenting with different styles. so yeap!

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so much for being happy eh?

LuQ out!

2006-08-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

i think ive been making a terribly huge amount of errors in this blogging process. grammatical, spelling and all that. rarh.

my mind's been rather occupied the past few days.

2006-08-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

National Day!

almost the entire day was spent with the family (with the exception of elder sis). first off, we headed down to Changi Airport for lunch. anyways, mummy was craving food from that food court so dad decided to just bring the family down to Changi Airport.

I found thaksin noodles there man. they're like the greatestest makers of soupy noodles. so i had the beef noodles.. argh crap.. gastronomic delight! im like salivating as i think of how absolutely fantabulous they tasted.

RARH! im hungry again.

but i can't just eat when i wanna cause now i hafta follow a guideline or some shit like that. for the bod.

yes yes, i know. i've never been so disiplined about my body. but people change don't they? and this is for the better so why not? so now im facing this total dietary makeover and a totally different lifestyle.

LESS potato couching, MORE exercising.

gosh, the only exercise i get previously would be from the walking i do to get to shopping malls from the MRT station. and that's not much of a distance. so now i'll try to not clog up my arteries as much as i did previously.

so now stayin healthy is more than just staying away from all types of gassy drinks. stayin healthy now means regularly workouts.

argh, people will so get sick of the healthy conscious luq. people who have known me for like a really long time would really meet a new luq the next time they meet me.

and i'm being really drama right now, not so bad la. i've got the fasting month coming late next month. so yeah, either way, im losing those pounds babayyyy!!

bad news is, fasting month commences the week before school reopens, not entirely a good thing nor is it a terrible thing. and i'm rambling on and on!

oh yeah! was supposed to go running or swimming earlier today, but arms and chest are killing me. and i can't bear with the pain, so i decided to call of the workout today. =(

mmm, it's ok! can console myself cause i bought new street soccer shoes today.

damn! i've totally converted from nike to adidas. now i have 3 pairs of adidas compared to a measly ONE pair of nike. BOOHOO!

NDP was a total bore! spelt with capitals ZZZ, so was singapore idol.

the shows are not as attention-grabbing as they were, or maybe people expect too much. either way, i didn't like those 2 shows. ended up watchin advent children instead.

ok people, it's time for me to go!

to whom it may concern, i can try to change. but it'll be difficult. i've got a fear of getting into something like that again. i hope u understand.

2006-08-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

What IF..?

iTab paper was a bore. sat for the MS Word ICA which lasted less den one and a half hours? but before that, boarded the train to pasir ris but apparently SMRT doing some shit to the MRT system so it consistently stopped every few minutes. was afraid of being late. so took a cab down to school.

whopping total of 18SGD. claimed my share from the dad. not so bad la. heart ache when the fare was paid. and that cabbie knew more about SP than i did. he went like... 'gate 1 or 2 arh?' den the reply was.. 'err, MRT station pls"

ok la , so rushed down to iTab lab cause there was like a spare half an hour. so sat in the lab like a bunch of Kukus. the atmosphere was rather laid back so i guessed people weren't really tacking this paper that seriously. i mean, ok la.. it's not like prospective financial traders need the use of MS Word THAT much. think about it. not much use WAD?!

had KFC lunch afterwards. so the gym session was like to no avail? cause i've been having fast food for the past few days. but oh well, gotta maintain the new lifestyle. and the gym sessions are not to build my body up like crazy gorillas. my purpose is to tone my body so it looks great when i head down to the pool for a quick swim or some crap like that.

but the pain still lingers around the bi, tri-ceps and chest area. i'm so gonna work hard to get my desired A-cup wonders! RARH!

daily gyming sessions? oh no~ just thrice a week or so.

and plans were made to visit CCK on a specified day, Tamp on another day and finally a gym in central area on the remaining day. i seriously think it won't work out la. perhaps.. IF the day was spent in school, then there will be that slight prossibilty of me going to Choa Chu Kang gym. but other den that, i'll pass.

worked the arms, abs, chest, shoulders. didn't do much for the lower part of my body. which will probably be trained in swimming or running tommorrow.

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did some last minute calling when i got to the news that the brudders wanted to go home and rest. ok la, they have their own agendas. no comments will be passed on that. so in the end headed down to far east to kill time while Kai and Ade watched Lake House with 2 dudes i dunno.

planned to go to the fireworks display with the gals, but after that call. there's like no way i'd ever be in that presence la. NO WAY!

bloody hell, and now come to think of it, why did that bother he bajeebers outta me? i mean, WHY!? reason would not be posted here. it's something i'd rather keep with me.

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and i met Shawn Paul from dilys' class today. seems like a funny guy. designer person. we took turns making jokes. and each of us caused dilys' depression.

his was because something i rather not say. and mine was because i told her that this dude she adores was gay! HAH.

immediate depression, and it was clearly visible on her face. ok la~ not so mean, shan't elaborate. haha.

and shawn's face resembles Mr.Az with his hair grown out. so yeah~

no more pissifying thoughts please. i'd rather not spoil my evening. and u have a nice life, and get out of my mind.

my day was well spent until i received that call. and u know what, i didn't know why i got so bothered over it. it's just not worth my thoughts. so SCREW YOU!

2006-08-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

there i go, there i go, there i go, there i go

pretty baby you are the soul who snaps my control

such a funny thing but everytime i'm near you

i never can behave

you give me a smile

and then i'm wrapped up in your magic

music all around me

crazy music, music that keeps calling me so very close to you

turn me into your slave

come and do anything with me that you want to

anything baby just let me get next to you.

am i insane or do i really see heaven in your eyes?

bright as stars that shine up above you

in the clear blue sky

just can't live my life without you baby come here

and have no fear

is there wonder why

i'm really feeling in the mood for love

2006-08-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

back for a second entry!!

mugged at tamp. did stats. and it lasted less den 2 hours. which included a full meal. so yeah. completed the tutorial assigned by the lecturer like 2 weeks ago =)

anyhoooo. was supposed to catch another movie today after CLICK yesterday which was simply fab! hilarious, but ending totally sucked. gosh alotta movies build up the story so great only to bring to a terribly sucky ending. gosh, somebody go save the movie industry.

ok ok

back to the movie. was supposed to be swimming with the Lady In The Water Today. due to unforseen circumstances, there was a change of plans. and the movie was postponed.

such a lucky duck. would have gone broke IF i had gone for the movie.

guess what, holidays have already begun for SB students. But there is the 2 weeks allocated for exams. so it's cut down to a 5 week break.

WHICH IS MORE THAN YOU KIDDIES IN UNIFORMS!

and that's only for the first sem. there's still the 12 week term that's comin after the break. and a 4 week term dedicated for exams following term 3.

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not feeling articulate today. RARH!

met up with a friend after stats and had coffee over at starbuck's. was surprised she could make it given that it was a saturday evening.

anw, laughter dominated to meeting. and this my friends is one of the perks of being single. no strings attached. =D

and i so dun look like a pri-sch kid la! how could u!!

ok that's all for now folks. and i just found out that izad from bv 4/3 blogs. COOL mank?

whatever that means

happy bday jolene!! best wishes!!

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father, forgive us for we know not what we doing
brother, how we gonna tie up all these loose ends
mother, i tried to use it, the thing u taught me to keep it moving
brothers and sisters, how we gonna tie up all these loose ends.

tell me how can we live this way
we gon' so far astray
no one knows what to say

we've got young people's live at stake
what is it gonna take
for us to find our way

2006-08-05T15:12:00.000+08:00

im bringing sexy jojo back.

ok. this is overdue. but im so gonna watch nacho libre. haha.

dilys says it funny. hence and therefore, i shall watch it.

today is JOLENE TAN'S bday. sang her the bday song. lucky glass din break. haha. she can still ask to repeat the singing just so she can record.

I THINK CAN URH! cause my voice is awesomely amazing eh? KIDDING! i still can't pull off that justin timberlake's note in loose ends.

oh well, he had difficulty singing it anyways. so it wasn't much of a bother.

aaaaah. haven been blogging much because it's been a helluva week. hands were tied to MOB and IDEAS. friday was gettin LOOSE day! so yeap. that explains it all.

MOB paper was nuts la. MCQ was utter nonsense. i mean situational questions for MOB is quite feasible. but MCQ is just nuts! how can they test that subject using MCQ!

jojo has been nice. she accompanied me to school almost everyday. singing me too little too late all the way. thanks sexy!

had to mug like a crazy mother on wed for the test. shouldn't have mugged so hard! cause im guessing results wouldn't be that terrific. oh well. there's still marketing next sem to pick up the slack

and i'm gonna make damn sure teammates are chosen properly.

had to get IDEAS project properly done after MOB test. had simpang dinner though.

we finally had it after like yonkers

den friday was formal formal. it was best frens and my group. i think our groups presented ok. the only problem we faced was that BLOODY SOUTHPARK-wannabe kept asking questions. bloody hell. we asked questions but we didn't drill so much into it that we could have jammed you.

you can just go and burn in hell, DAMN YOU!

aaaah. it's ok. hot fudge was really hot that day! and i got her name. haha. so it's like killing 2 birds with one stone cause i told berns her name too. so yeah. im hoping we buddy up with that class for FOM or CD! PLEASE!!!!

she's like hotness re-defined. gosh gosh gosh.. stop thinking of her luq! she's too hot to handle. sizzle sizzle.

RARH! this calls for distractions to keep my mind of her. HOT HOT HOT! NO..

mmm.. ok gtg! stats and perhaps a little bit of pacc!

lately, i've been thinking about..

and to berns, i am not a player! haha. dating is just meeting diff girls.

ok people! SEE YA AROUND!

exams coming soon, GO AND MUG U GOON!

2006-08-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

it's bout wad you do, not wad u say luq~

the exact words i would love to hear jojo say to me. she looks drop dead and come back alove gorgeous. i mean, during her abscence, she has totally grown. so now she's all hot and sexaaaaay!

and it doesn't sound like leave urh! the story is almost the same. but yeah, diff sounds and everyth.

oh and anyone who wants the song can just ask me for it. the vid's already up in youtube. oh gosh. jojo's just hot la! omg omg omg. im cheating on gayle.. cannot cannot!

JUST KIDDIN!

and luq can keep on dreaming cuz it will never happen. HAH!

here's the URL for jojo's latest vid:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1HxTkmze5o&search=too%20little%20too%20late

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and i have been blogging about what i DID instead of how i FEEL. which should be what blogging is all about.

so here goes.

today marks the graduation for MOB. DBF 23 has officially graduated from MOB. all that's left is the paper on thursday.

simpang anyone?

it's just a little too late.

screw it, my mind's preoccupied with jojo's latest single. she's hot, her voice is great. what else can i ask for in a gal.

so now i have like truckloads of albums to buy =)

any nice people to help me get some.. =) (=

here are like a couple that i can think of:

Mr timberlake's album
Jojo's album which is possible 'the high road'
Ne-yo's smth smth
PCD by pussy cat dolls
Under the Iron Sea by guitarless KEANE
the songbook, a compilation by jazz artists.

awww, that's all i can think of. haha boo! i shall go ahead and dive into the deep end of TOO LITTLE TOO LATE

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fergie fergs from BEP has a new single too, london bridge. it sounds like rap from way back in the day before eminem came into the picture

listen real hard. there's that uncanny resemblance to old school rap. just plain beats and ok lyrics. hot girl. terrible song.

verdict: BOOOO!

i need my sleep people. and people are getting addicted to dota. BOOYAH!

all the best!

2006-07-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

abs training day

why i say so? cause it's a laughter filled-day. it's like, the laughter i had today exceeded the daily requirements of the average adult human. everyone was on fire la. jokes kept coming.

highlight of the day: break at the library where the bruddahs and i were supposed to do IDEAS project.

first, we were seating quietly in between the two shelves. and the group of people on the opposite side were talking very quietly. and this dude went like. I USE MY KUKU POKE YOUR ASS I TELL YOU!

shaun and i heard it and we burst out laughing like bloody mad hyenas. WHOOP DEE EFFING DOO!

syikin joined us soon after. so the IDEAS group got really bored, we started prank calling total strangers. so we went like 'hello.. sarah please..'

the person on the other side of the line was CHERYL and thought i was asking for CHERYL. so she answered 'yes.. speaking..' in an absolutely act cute manner. our respected group leader den talked to her. so syikin went like ' eh u going for cca later?'

the conversation was so funny la! and it was all on loudspeaker. SH, max and i were trying hard to control our laughter but we couldn't tahan it any longer. so we just laughed to the point that our asses fell out. haha.

ok la, not so exaggerated. we laughed till our abs were showing, lookin like usher's.

haha. and somebody got an angry reply. it was an angst-filled wtf. hilarious!

so we proceeded to MOB tutorial for more laughs! aircon was blowing directly at us and we were in an igloo. and there was a penguin with us. ~insiders~

penguin!

ah.. back to reality. one fillled with project deadlines and due EXAMS. argh, stressful. party party party. i need to.

=)

happy! sha la la..

and to the person who posted the comment. re-post it please. haha . im curious abt the message

g'night ya'll

2006-07-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

Is it just me or is there a nasal quality to massari's voice?

ok la, massari is like Canada's answer to marques houston. only difference is he seems more clean cut. but the vids suggests otherwise. Spent the day in econs and accounts.

WHY?

MoB CA on thur, IDEAS final presentation on friday before we officially graduate from sem1. looking forward to the end of sem1. can i say i deserve a long LONG break. seriously need it.

tired, sick of studyin and just plain bored!

most of the time, post-school promises more fun and excitement.

for the coming week, it'll be different. No more going out with friends. Go straight home to mug MUG mug for CAs and exams. BOO!

fee fi fo fum, i smell the scent of something dumb.

it's no use looking to the past. what's done is done and now i have to look to the future.

AIM FOR THAT DISTINCTION LUQ~

I hope I can do it. Cause i know i can, be what i wanna be. If i work hard at it, i'll be what i wanna be. hmmm. it's an old school song from way back in the day.

it's officially sunday and i should start with MOB soon. let's start in another 10 hours?

and nobody's replyin to my texts. BOO! someone's asleep already.

I've a new nickname! it's LAH. a combination of my initials. L and H so i just threw in an A to make it sound like a word. so yeah. I'm LAH, there's MAX ZAX and SH.

No prizes for guessing who they are.

looking forward to friday, DUDE! skip dragon riding! haha. presentation and major partying after school. after sem1, stuff to get mind off things is greatly appreciated.

argh. everything keeps me thinking about school again. rarh.

requests for Sexyback lyrics? come straight to the man for it.

LAH out!

2006-07-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

sexyback video by mr timberlake is alr out. but it's made available for viewers on youtube.

check it out at:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7SxvdIFvgk&search=sexyback

meanwhile, i'll drown in sorrow at the harsh reality of how accounting wouldn't be one of my strong points. argh, screw it.

will be penning it down.

by the way, thanks for the wonderful friday evening. took my mind of school.

sem1 is almost out. exams round the bend. and im not in floorball today. happy celebrations fiq and ghaz!

advanced birthday wishes to the both of you

2006-07-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

hello mr. AAR with the undercut. i kinda look like you now. only with shorter hair.

got the burnt-sides trimmed, AGAIN! bloody hell. asked for a layering job. she went like, i cut abit short la about one inch?

den i was like.. abit less puhleeese!! haha. den the woman laughed.

so it's now shorter, thinner and better! and a day after the meeting with the two crazy gals. cause someone requested i leave my hair the way it is for the meeting. so i did.

AND NOW IT'S CUT!

funny shit:
ms.ONG: can u guys come up with a sentence that includes a pun
(a few minutes later)
shaun: guy A would say, HI! age location sex? and gal A would answer, 17 singapore and YES!

haha. EC just got more interesting!

and sem1 will be over in 2weeks time. which means, exams comin. and more CAs headed right as us.

better start preparing people! year 1 sem 1 is like the best time to pull those GPAs up. so that when poly's all over, GPA can get up to like 3.80 or something like that.

ok, SI comments.
nurul underperformed at a category which she potentially could have excelled at. YEAH!
jay seems at ease with jazz, but keep the tone down dude! jazz is relaxed and cool. dun scream it.
hady did alright i guess. just not feeling the spectacle that should be in existence like right now?
paul surprised me positively. didn't think he could handle JAZZ but to my shock and effing surprise he handled it pretty well.

gayle's out! =(

aaaah.. digressing!

ok ok, who else, jasmine. is better off singing songs of mass appeal.

emilee sang better this week because it's her time now. trust me, her getai singing will come in handy throughout the following performances. her TIME is now.

i have lost the urge to blog. refer to the dude! personally for updates. and better judging on the idol contestants.

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besfren! things will get better soon.

2006-07-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

a happy dude!

kai, del, gav and luq.

met the 2gals today. skipped accounts lecture just so i could meet them earlier.

hmmm, blogger is being a bitch and is not letting me upload the photos. but it was a fun outing!!

dude!! you shouldn't have missed it.

and the three of us alr made plans to meet up for someone's birthday that's coming really soon!!

haha. and guess wad, national day is comin soon. can see flags being put up by citizens.

dum dee dums~

let's see:

dilys was in an act-cute mood today, kai lin was in random story telling mood. and i was in a GOOD mood! haha.

kai claims to have grown, and just to humour her, i agreed. =)

dilys' hair curls more den mine does, =)

kai has darker skin which is so hilarious

and the pencil earrings make dilys look so ARTY FARTY

today was bucketloads of fun la! sooo looking forward to the next meeting, when exams are all over. projects are over and done with. and when sem break finally come after a looooong period of adjusting to poly education.

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to the best friend. no man is worth your tears. whatever decision you make, stay strong and keep being the crazy person that you ar. the crazy munkees are here for you to just pour out your feelings on and make you smile and laugh again. stay happy, be strong. =)

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we're the therapist, pumping thru your speakers, delivering just what you need.

we're well read, and poised, we're the fast boys.

we're the chemist who found the formula, to make your heart swell and burst.

no matter what they say, dun believe a word.

cuz i'll keep singing, this life you'll keep living it.

-sophomore slump or comeback of the year/fall out boy

2006-07-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

aaaaah~ terrific day!

early morning woke up to CHAPATI!

been yonkers since i last ate them. and then, picked up mummy and the SIS at the mosque after their class ended. was supposed to meet study buddy (MX) at 11 but in the end was delayed til 12. so followed the family to PARKWAY to do a little bit more shopping.

had a great time shopping at U2 and G2000. bought a shirt at g2000. headed down to U2 afterwards and got a pair of pants and a polo tee!

another addition to my collection of POLOs.

what can i say, i'm the famous mr.Polo at DBF 23

paid for the clothes at 12 plus plus. and study buddy was alr calling. haha sorry dude!!

so rushed there in my sunny! chey sunny seh!! haha.

ok ok, hmm. was like 40 minutes late.

me: dude!!
mx: waa about time arh
me: terribly sorry dude

haha, expected an angry person but he was cool.. so yeah.

piah-ed STATS paperS. i repeat PAPERS.

dum dee dums~ math has made my day BORING with a capital F. no link , i know.

lalala. im bored.

and meeting the girls on tue!! yayness! im sleepy.

oh yeah, i got a plain tee at IP zone. so yeap. wardrobe is halfway full.

dum dee dum~

g'night!

2006-07-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

ok, this might be a tad outdated. but can i just say that gayle nerva is absolutely hot.. CUTE too.

caught the encore of SI and her comments on the show was like so cute la. haha. ok la. she's gorgeous. but her choice of song was just waaaaay off.

reason: even jojo couldn't sing her song LIVE.

hmm.. activities for the day.

forced to wake up at 9 to prepare for the outing today. trip to malaysia (truly asia) with the family. WHY OF ALL DAYS DID THEY PICK A FREGGIN SATURDAY!?

WHY!?

and they know of the stats paper i have to sit for on monday. but the thing is, the trip has been postponed for like 4 or 5 weeks alr. and it's all due to my sister and ME! why, the back to back CAs i have to sit for AND that my sister is the hardcore floorball gal. so floorball is like more important than the family >.<

haha. confessions of a teenage drama prince.

ok la. so we headed off to the truly asian country feeling bored and sleepy. but it promised to be a good day. ok no, GREAT day.

planned to have seafood for late lunch/early dinner. and was supposed to spend the day shopping. SUPPOSED TO.

turns out, causeway was jammed. wasn't exepecting it to be so packed in the morning. the last time i checked, people were still sleeping at around that time. so why were they at the checkpoint?

it was supposed to be a clear. but other singaporeans were there too. so the family had to sit through like around and hour before the immigration process started.

proceeded to GIANT hypermarket. the only thing giant about that place is the carpark. it's like almost twice the size of the hypermarket LA! people just come up with fantastic names for their stuff. hmm?

so it's official. I MISS DILYS LIM AND TAN KAI LIN. have been 5lightyears since we met.

eh.. i think lightyears are used as a measure of distance. ok, it's been eons since we met. i think the last time we met was like.. for kai's bday? which was in january. DAMN!

ok, my malaysia story doesn't seem interesting anymore. let's just move along!

haha

headed down to the grammie's place after we got back to sunny singapore. met the cuzzies who seem to have changed quite abit since the last family meeting. both kiddies were active today. which is equivalent to non stop talkin and jumping around. haha. kids.

oh btw, i hate kids who are just too pampered. up til the point they get so rude, they carry their attributes into adulthood. it's just wrong. proper education for the kiddies please..

but dun get me wrong. my little cousins are little angels. haha..

noisy hyperactive angels that is.

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aww crap, i miss the kai and dilys already.

aaaaah. good night people!

2006-07-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

let's start from the very beginning, a very good place to start..

i started the day by waking up at 7.. at SEVEN dammit! for freggin IDEAS (which was a total bore)

literally dragged myself to dover. wanted to sleep on the train to school. but someone stretched the lats too much. den in pain urh.

ok la, IDEAS can make ppl almost doze off.

HAHA and someone use detergent as soap. that's why, that person smells like newly washed clothes. LOL. it's currently 11.05 now. and ghost whisperer is a dumb show. kinda like a weekly exorcism episode.

BORING.

and dad passed me cash today to go on a shopping spree. and at the perfect timing la.. it's like almost at the end of GSS.

aaah..

but the econs lecturer said smth along the lines of buying in bulk so that the leftovers can be sold at a cheap price. or maybe they wanna clean out the available stock to make space for the new collection.

oh well, i shall debit cash at hand and credit erm.. i dunno? haha

as long as the cash IS at hand.

i am happy! haha

another thing, i managed the impossible. i piah-ed stats today. is that a miracle or is that simply marvelous.. stats paper on monday. confidence level at an ultra low. formula sheet will be given, even so, the paper wun be THAT easy la.. and it'll most likely be marked strictly.

most ppl i know have been in the dumps lately. people, don't get so drama? it's only sem1. the drama was planned to start once sch reopens. but haiz.. emo emo, drama drama. grades will be affected. so keep that chin up. and stay happy. crazy classmates are a good thing

im sleepy.. msn msn msn!! keep me awake.

get better soon fren..

2006-07-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

gayle's out. hmm. i have no feelings about her leaving the competition. perhaps she chose the wrong song? like.. leave is sucha terrible song to choose. yeah sure it's r&b with a hint of pop. but u gotta be more technical than that girl. anyways, knew her time was up. i have a feeling emilee might stay in the competition for a little while.. it's alot like last SI Jerry. remember that dude?

ok so here's my review of yesterday's performance... in chrono order.

mathilda:
sang bootylicious. i think her voice is waaaaay to powerful to sing that kinda song. that song requires a singer with a smooth voice with power AND the ability to control it. her voice is like suited for songs by aretha and all those powerhouse vocals.

emilee:
the getai singer that could possibly be the only one to walk the stages of SG idol. she sang just like a peel(pill). 'nuff said. i'm not gonna diss her on the net.

hady:
sang maria maria. hmm he sang without emotion. no conviction. bad diction. but he has natural talent. which makes him a great singer. just need to improve a teensy bit to be a STAR.

jas:
there you'll be. lion's mane =) ok la. wrong song choice. ok la. it was rampant on the show. so can i say yesterday was a bad show.i think she went flat a coupla times. ok la looks are there. so yeah. better singing please

joe:
lonely no more. hmm the dude who reportedly lives in simei. great performer. funny guy. terrible singer.

paul:
my sacrifice. smth was wrong wit him ytd. wasn't on form urh. EMO is bad for your health

nurul:
torn. cool rendition of the song. she made it her own. so enjoyed the performance. she might possibly be the third best performer of the night.

gayle:
leave. bad bad bad choice of song. even the original singer can't sing it live. ok la, she left the competition. shall be nice.

jon:
smooth. he sang in the opposite of a falsetto. haha.. deep voice man. ok la. should start rockin out real soon.

jay: forgot wad he sang. but it was emotional. haha. ok la.. best performance of the night..

rahimah rahim:
im with you. the classic performance by RR. another best performance. greate voice. i am afraid of her gettin a tad too rock.

can't really blog a proper entry urh. busy busy. ideas presentation right now. and congrats qh and gq on getting 100% for econs paper! dun get swell headed ppl! mid terms comin. and yeah. next week is stats. AND IDEAS. tmr is A1 panel for IDEAS.

the following week. MOB. crapload of stuff to memorize. and the best part of all. the following week is holiday to prepare for the MID TERMS which will commence the week after the break. like i said. i AM busy with exams and presentations.

mugger mode. ok ok. memory comin back. dum dee dums. i shall not blog further.

hey you, thanks for being a fren

2006-07-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

ok, tonight i have been going looney tunes. reason:

msn screwed up on me, got me real pissed.
talked to fren i was refering to on previous entry, got me in deep thought
did some web browsing, got me pissed again
watched some r&b music vids, in awe
msged =), happy
and now im thinking, HMMM it really IS TRUE

trust is a big thing. apparently, it didn't exist.

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mr brown just cracks me up. check out his EMO song!

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tonight, my predictions were proven right. my conscience is clear.
here's a hint: coffee, friend

2006-07-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

to one of my frens who's goin thru a rough spot. stay strong, keep smiling you crazy best fren! =)

your happy meal is like in the bag alr? so yeap! the world is good again!

2006-07-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

Pacc paper today went as expected. i pretty much screwed it up i guess.

ahhhh.. msn is being a bitch. fucking annoying. RAR!

work dammit. argh fuck LAH!

wun give a flying fuck anymore.

damn. terrific day it has been today.

fuckin itchy fingers. urgh.

2006-07-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

welcome to the tonight show with luqman leno.

for tonight, the topic for discussion would be sellouts. artist sellouts i mean. music artist.

with that sentence i mean, people who sell out their own identity just to get more popularity. the first scapegoat i will bring out would be one of my old favourites. they are a band of mixed race and members possess quirky personalities. originally, they had three members but signed up their only female member after a couple of unsuccessful albums.

the band is called The Black Eyed Peas.

why do i label them so? think about it. back in the day when an american son attacked the same city his father did. This wonderful band wrote the song of peace-loving and humanitarian meaning. "where is the love"

that was a song that virtually preached peace to the listeners' ears.

"people killing, people dying, children hurt u hear them crying. can u practice wad u preach? or would u turn the other cheek"

they traded such meaningful lyrics which was coupled with a catchy tune for something which goes:

"my humps, my humps my humps my humps. my lovely lady lumps. my humps they got u screaming"

where's the sense in that? someone tell me please. i'm not sayin that a band should stick to just one type of music writing (in this case, peace loving music). but the change in the songs are just TOO DRASTIC.

i think the change is as good as seeing U2 performing "your body is a wonderland" out of the blue.

OH THE HORROR!

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another FINE example is Nelly Furtado. haha i almost spelt it natalie furtody

back in the day when tapered wasn't the 'in' thing in the mat community, furtado portrayed a fun-loving image. up till her Folklore album. her current album, she ditched her happy hippy image for a man-eating sexed up version.

i don't mind the change. but just one question. why did she ditch her fans who helped her throughout her HIPPY period for botox-injected anorexic fans. who probably dig her fashion sense more than her vocal capabilities.

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that's all folks

2006-07-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

A song. Prizes up for grabs for those who knows artist and song title. moodys mood for love is calling out to me. accounts is killing me. even superman has weaknesses.

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I

I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

2006-07-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

2006-07-14T18:16:00.000+08:00

Don't you worry about a thing

haven't blogged in yonkers. and what a memorable week it has been. i mean seriously.

ok, i take back what i just said.

the first half of the week totally sucked~

but the remaining half was just plain EFF-YOU-ANN.

Here's why:
EC Ca was a cock-talking session. All the points are given so the only thing required of candidates was to fill them in but to link it to the question. Overall, i think it went ok. I need a serious change in my handwriting though. Used up paper not because i wrote alot. But because there was too much spacing in between each letter. UH HUH!

AND GUESS WAD!

caught Pirates of the Cofee Bean, Hairy Man's Chest. haha no.

Carribean, Dead Man's Chest.

Terrific show, excellent storyline but the flipside of it was that the ending was just absolutely anti-climatic. I mean, the tension was just increasing up til that moment. And that wonderful to the power of superb show just had to end in a horrigible way. URGH

wonderful conversation while having dinner with the fantabulous frens. goo-goos!

A wonderful thursday morning came along. Drowned the day in Econs cause only had Econs lecture and tutorial on thursdays. Yeappos. Then came the highlight of the day. Went out with my BRUDDAH! and jolene to parkyway!

I just miss those people. haha. have not meet them in ages. and surprise surprise!! swensen's dinner! the best thing was, it was FREE!!

WHY!?

cause jolene was feeling spendthrift that day. so we ordered like a main course PLUS dessert. which led to a total of about 68+ bucks! had major storytelling sessions while eating. and updated each other about our lives. so learnt some stuff. shocking but interesting.

and while we were eating, the swensen's manager walked past holding balloons in one hand. So Gav, being quick-witted, asked the manager for the purple one, jolene's fav colour and pointed to her. At first she pretended to be all shy and pai-seh about it. But after he walked off we asker her 'u dowan den give it back la' she went 'actually i like'

ultimate hilarity.

so that dinner was filled with 9 DUMB moments contributed by each of us. headed down to the pool place beside parkway after dinner. we went to the one on the fifth floor cause berns said one of her frens worked there or something. dum dee dums~

no one was on form that day so had fun miscue-ing like the whole time. haha

ok la not so bad, but had alot of miscues last night. TERRIBLE! tsk tsk.

SG idol results show was showing on the teevee. and i didn't reali concentrate while playin. BOO! but it's ok. played until 9.45?

dad called askin me to go home cuz i went back the previous night. i just dun geddit la. IM IN POLY HELLO!!! furthermore im a guy la. but it's ok. had another 3 dumb moments on the bus wit jolene which brings the dumb moments to a grand total of 12. Crazy lady she is. had to go back early despite the intentions of staying out later

=)

STRAW FOLDING is COOL
envy the skilled folder of straw hearts and stars!

i e d e n r l y e d o o v i v u

2006-07-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

YouTube is very nice to me.

It shows all the music videos I like to see. So many people help put up vids of fantabulous artists performing. So ya'll can check out like the creme de la creme when you hear them do their thang live.

So now i got respect for these few artists:

Terra Naomi, her singing will just blow your minds..
Passion and Melvin, check 'em out singing 'cater 2 you' live and unplugged. They just sounds fantastic.
Ne-yo singing 'let me love you' acapella
Jay and lady beyonce for their dynamic performance 'DeJa Vu' at '06 BET awards.

So there ya go, the few great artists featured in the little community service people call YouTube.

That was just an attempt to get publicity for those few artists. Those who did covers of their songs are either terrible or they just can't get to the point that they are at. And so they hate. creating Spoofs of the songs.

Econs test went fine. Pity I didn't prepare enough. Had stuff on my mind. Couldn't really concentrate. But oh well, it's done now. Can't really turn back time and change everyth can I.

So now I'm hoping everything goes smooth and dandy for tmr's EC CA. I'm terrified balls about it.

Here's why: The test is about our writing skills. I will be tested on writing a report and writing up a persuasive text. So yeah. Clueless balls about how to prepare for it. Maybe a wide knowledge of general things will help in tmr's papers.

But i haven't been readin the newsapers since school started. So my GK is like below the below of average.

ARGH. so now the fear has gone up another notch. That makes it notch 1.

DAMN! im just scared. Somebody save me!

and i learnt to draw the batman logo!

Hooray me!

argh crap i hate thinking.

Gotta run~ laters

enjoy the class. laugh. be happy

2006-07-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

Gallery:

God broke the mould,

When made this one I know

She's breathtakin but so much more

She walks in the room and love's closed

Makin you never wanna breathe again

Her boyfriend has got so much dough

So much ice his neck and wrists froze

Is he he faithful to her, Hell No

But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul

Tell me what's the reason that you hold on

When you know that dude

Has a whole wall of 'em just like you

And girl you're just way too fine

Gotta be treated as a kind

Girl use your mind

Don't be just another dime because

I can't take seeing you with him

Cause I know that you'll be

In his gallery

Just not fair and it's tearing me apart

You're just another priceless work of art..

In his gallery

She's so confused

She knows she deserves so much more

Someone who will love and adore

But his money's hard to ignore

She really dunno wad to do

Girl, it's just a matter of time

Before he finds another more fine

After he's done dulling your shine

You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude
Has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take seeing you with him
Cause I know exactly that you'll be
In his gallery
Just not fair and it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art..
In his gallery

2006-07-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

have been drowning myself in econs, cater 2 you and all that. Elasticiteeteeeteeety. I forgot who said that. I just laughed my ass off when i heard that. So yeap.

so practically econ the day away. on a freggin sunday. my life so totally rocks.

FORZA AZZURI!

somehow i wan those ITALIANS to burn them FRENCH toasts.

i have a thing against those insanely self-absorbed *toot*

think abt it, FRENCH toast, FRENCH loaf, FRENCH-ing. and all other french products.

smth cropped up.
more updates to come.

hope everyth goes smoothly tmr~

FORZA ITALIA

2006-07-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

This entry would be about a short story I improv. I miss writing compositions so yeah. I'll try to write a good piece here:

Paper Heart

The cool breezy January night seemed to tempt most people into hypnotic trances of snoring, echoing deep breakin the pin-drop silence in most homes. For most people, this would seem like an ordinary night. Enjoying a well deserved rest after a hard day's work. Bringing bread and butter for the family or seeking education in hopes of ensuring a bright future.

However, this wasn't any other ordinary night for Elliot. He just got home after going out on a date with a girl he was deeply infatuated with. To him, it was an unforgettable experience and to top it all of, he mustered the guts and courage to ask the girl if she was ready to head into a relationship with him. Being adolescents, filled with feelings disguised as love, both agreed to get together.

The jubilance felt the moment she agreed to his proposal was too much for him to contain. Maintaining a straight look suggesting that he was cool with her decision. Deep in his heart, he was leaping with joy at having succesfully getting a girl to agree to be with him.

Elliot tried to turn in, keeping in mind that he had to wake up earlier the next day to complete due assignments. His attempts to get rest proved too difficult. He was still overjoyed over the incident he experienced earlier in the day. Instead, he rolled around in bed embracing his bolster as though it was the girl.

Exhaution then took over him, swinging him to deep into sleep.

Awaken by an exceptionally sweet message, Elliot again hugged his bolster tightly. Resuming his rolling around in bed. He believed it was the beginning of a beautiful relationship.

Months later, after the sweet relationship turned into something more than innocent. Fights broke out between the two love birds more frequently than they hoped for. Thinking that getting through each conflict could strengthen his love for her, he graciously faced each one. Sometimes pretending to be the more mature party, accepting full responsibilty for the fight.

Unknown to him, the recent outbreak of frequent fights caused the girl's love to weaken.

Insecurities and unhappiness filled her almost instantaneously. Her dates with Elliot could mean the sudden mood change, in the blink of an eye.

To worsen the situation, she harboured feelings for another guy. Not wanting to break his heart, she decided to keep her feelings for the other guy buried deep in her heart. She did it out of love for Elliot, which she found very deep in her cold-heart.

Both of the parties continued being in the relationship even though one was dissatisfied and unhappy. It strained their relationship as only Elliot was doing all he could to salvage their relationship. Trying and giving his best to stay in the relationship he treasures so much. Compromising time out with his friends to be with the girl he truly fell deeply for.

The girl continued feeling unhappy in the relationship up til the point that she almost wanted to end it. She began being hostile around Elliot. Being very callous and malicious towards Elliot.

Not knowing where he went wrong, he consulted her. In efforts of maintaining the relationship.

That was when she let it all out. Voicing out all her emotions. All the unhappiness and dissatisfaction she felt for so long.

Upon hearing her speak. Elliot felt that his heart was torn into millions. Destroyed was his love for her. His efforts didn't pay off. He had to pay the consequence of having his heart shattered by the girl he loved so deeply and truly.

The once inseparable couple rarely meet now. Elliot heart filled with a hint of bitterness towards his former love. The person he once showered with his love. His affection for her is now a distant memory of what used to be. Elliot moved along, and found another love. Enjoying, not living in the shadow of the past.

For your info. This story has been fabricated and has no relations to those living or dead. Any resemblance is coincidental. Dumdeedum.

Germany please emerge victorious

2006-07-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

fuck iTab.

a great day has been ruined by fucking iTab.

FUCK ITAB

2006-07-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

I feel relieved.

Managed to complete this week's assignments at PA DA PA PA PA. So yeah, feeling relieved that I can concentrate on iTab CA and IDEAS presentation this week.

PA DA PA PA PA was crowded when I got there. But it slowly become less congested at around 1+. It was almost fully occupied though. Noisy too.

Haha post-mugging was great.

But my ass now feels numb. Sat for almost the whole day.

Ladeda

Listening to Mr.Brown podcasts. Damn hilarious la!

I hope brazil destroys France.

Germany didn't deserve the victory yesterday. I feel for Argentina. I mean Argentina dominated the whole game. But they were just unlucky to have made the mistake.

I still believe that Italy dun deserve being in the quarter finals too. Look at the group round, round of 16 and this morning. They played against not really strong teams. They should have played against Argentina I think.

Ladeda.

The match shall begin soon.

Laters~

2006-06-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

Watched the BET awards on YouTube after recommendations from Jigga himself.

Watched the live version of Deja VU performed by lady beyonce wit her man Jigga. Awesomely amazing performance, exciting and all.

Ya'll can catch it at:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lp6Y58Rwa44&search=BET%20awards%20%2706

There's this moment where Jay smacks her right in the ass. Beyonce just danced (more like pranced) around Jay like a frenzied woman doing her dance inspired by Pink Panther. She's been dancing like that since her feature in the movie. So yeah.

Drowning myself in AAR. You know?! They're the All-Rejected Americans =)

Music updates:

Mr Timberlake's album will hit the stores September 12th (in AMERICA, people)
It is most likely to be shipped to Singapore latest by early October
His latest single would be titled 'SexyBack'
Armed with an image alot like MJ, suit with hat and handkerchief tied around mouth
Paris (HILTON) already has a video for her single 'Stars are Blind'
Just watching the first 10+ seconds would suffice
I swear that song is jamaican music influenced (YEAH MAN!!)
Ashlee Simpson's new single is 'Invisible'
She's not the only Simpson with a single now
She can be included in the list of stars such as Bart, Marge, Homer, Maggie
The previous line was from Fiq usher
Sexy Love by Ne-yo is just perfect to serenade a girl with
Elliot Yamin's Moodys Mood For love is mind-blowing

Had IDEAS presentation, not my grp of course. Sat through 5 presentations. Poor ass of mine was screaming t get some air. NUMB

Couple's Talk presents to you, THE LOVE CUBE

I think the LOVE CUBICLE suits the product more. But it wouldn't sound nice. So i settled for Love Cube. Managed to complete alot in that one meeting den we ever did previously combined.

PA DA PA PA PA

Will go there tmr to mug like im losing my balls if I don't.

I'm not losing my balls ppl. THANKS for the concern tho.

Spent the whole day humming to the tunes of moodys mood for love. Endless AAR singing throughout the day. Like random moments.

Learnt to fold straw hearts out of boredom. It was self taught so i'm kinda proud with myself.

Sang MY PAPER HEART! but modified it to STRAW HEART!

I'm bored. YAWNS!

Will count the seconds till the Germany-Argentina kickoff.

My prediction:

German victory at Golden Goal

(1-0) hope i'm right

and though they say it's possible to me,

i don't see how it's probable,

i see the course we're on.

2006-06-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's accounts day. Meaning, I'll get marks for the previous CA I sat for.

Terrified.

And has everyth changed?

This is just MY honest opinion but unfortunately, i think DBF 1B/23 is separating.
It's really sad to see the class just breaking up into their own groups. I admit that I do it too so yeah.

I'm just plainly stating wad I observe. This is the space for me to pen down my thoughts and emotions so I hope it dun come back and bite me in the ass.

Did we bond too closely together to quickly and just got bored and decide to go to our own groups. I'm not sayin people don't talk like they normally do with each other. There is interaction in class, just not like we did yonkers ago.

Or am i thinking too much?

Lol. not too sure, argh screw the damned thing. I'll drown myself in wonderful music.

Laters~

2006-06-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

bloggy blog blog.

let's start with the highlight of my day yeah?

Singapore Idol.

I freggin missed the whole d*mned thing. GOD!? and for wad!? for blardy econs dammit.

but from what those who watched told me, i didn't miss much. so that kinda allieviated the pain. managed to catch Gayle's performance as well as Jay's.

Gayle went flat a coupla times, and it was rather obvious but hey, she looked great. I forgot about Jay's performance.

OOOPS!

and i just gotta blog abt a super hilarious moment I had yesterday while on the way to SB.

MingXiang and I were walking down the steps of Convention Centre. MX being the gym-buff he is now asked "Dude, how do I look?" I replied "Boobielicious" that caused us to burst out laughing.

After the brief moment of hilarity, i sighed "aaahh.. u and ur A-cup wonders" oh gosh, i dunno if he minds me blogging about this.

AAAH well, brudderhood goes a long way.

Anyway, floorball will help me build up my body. Coach announced that PT will not only be running around. It will include doing weights. I'm clueless balls about gyming so I'm gonna be so suaku when I get there the first time. Uh huh.

But I was already training to bodybuild, but not like those freakish looking body-builders who's got alien shaped muscles which bulge out like baloons.

Pardon that last para because I'm terrible with Descriptives.

OH GOD that reminds me, Effective Comm written would be held in 2 weeks times. No research beforehand. So it's kinda like o lvl essay writing just that there's no choice.

All that's available for me is the question. ONE measly question. EXPOSITORY.

I know nuts. Will be terrified.

LADEDUMS

someone was surprised yesterday. surprised in a good way =)

2006-06-26T22:27:00.001+08:00

hello there lonesome blog,
first day of school and things didn't really turn out all that great. had stats first, which saw more den half the class without tutorials. can kinda see in the teacher's eyes that she wasn't realli surprised.

wad can i say.

we made it thru one term. when the usual 'deadline' for firstyears is the 5th/6th week.

we made it through 7 freggin weeks, 8 if elearning was completed.

the wonderful teacher den reminded the class of the coming ca on the fourth week, which also falls on yiling's b'day. haha. fantabulous celebrations huh.

up next was the 2 and a half hour break.

spent around 45mins plus eatin mediterranean at fc6.

proceeded to the BizIT lib.

managed to read some gaming mags and passed around batman comics.

next up was MoB where we received our CA1 papers. was really disappointed with mysef. i guess i'm not cut out for that. always knew it. never really had the motivation to listen during lessons and tutorials aren't reali that effective. cuz all that's done during tutorials are copy paste work. and major refering of the notes.

there's no freggin cow sense in that!?

im not blamin anybody but myself though. guess i should have concentrated more on reading the paper rather den to just hastily answer the question and proceed to the next question. i guess i was too abrupt in going through the paper. wasn't really in the mood and therefore didn't give it my all.

moving on, was econs. didn't have the mood to concentrate on the lecture. was just too distracted. sat stoning in the theatre which den lead me to say ' dude.. i catch no balls? '

am in the process of going through econs. CAs for econs coming up soon. am very afraid cuz i haven memorised the formulas and all the acronyms. guess i won't have time to scary movie.

which leads me to my next point.

superman opens this week, and that's a good enough reason to forgo education. argh dammit pirates opening soon. and exam fever will hit us even sooner. GAH! opportunity cost.

so i guess i hafta practice self-control..

and try to study instead of going to the movies watchin fantabulous shows like the abovementioned.

will i succumb to the temptation like i did with dotA? currently i am more hooked on movies. i am still strong-headed against dota.

things happened in class today. screwed up big time. now things are really effed up. major misunderstanding. no disrespect meant.

will things get better soon? i hope so, we still have around 3terms. gonne buckle up my socks so high it'll look like pantyhose.

ganbatte luq~

2006-06-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

Say it's possible

Verse 1:
I see the lights are turning in
I look outside, the stars are burning through
This changing time it could happen
Anything we want, it’s fine
Salvation was just a passing thought.
It was just a passing thought.

Don’t wait cause this amazing offer won’t last long
It’s the only chance to save the path we’re on
I know there are more exciting things to talk about
And in time we’ll sort it out
And in time we’ll sort it out

Chorus:
And oh they say it’s possible to me
I don’t see how it’s probable
I see the course we’re on
Spinning farther from what I know of
Hold on, tell me that you won’t let go
Tell me that you won’t let go.

Verse 2:
In truth,
You’re such a funny thing with all these people
You keep telling me they know what’s best and
What to be frightened of and all the rest are wrong
They know nothing about us
They know nothing about us

Chorus:
And oh they say it’s possible to me
I don’t see how it’s probable
I see the course we’re on
Spinning farther from what I know of
Hold on, tell me that you won’t let go
Tell me that you won’t let go

Bridge:
I’m not alright
I’m not alright
I’m not alright
I’m not alriiiiiiight

Chorus(x2)

2006-06-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

I just discovered this artist named Terra Naomi, alternative rock. With a hint of pop rock.

Ya'll can go check her out yourselves.
The song's called 'Say it's possible'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARHyRI9_NB4

There's this other dude who puts up his videos on youtube.
Goes by the name of Jeremy aka Passion.
Buy ya'll can go and check him out yourselves. Haha. Too lazy to link it up here in my blog.

Sometimes I wonder, looking at the current internationcal music scene. I wonder how artists like Hillary Duff or other nonsensical people ever came to be. Maybe I'm just biased cuz I don't really like that type of music. Honestly, all I care about is why they became popular. Now, no news can be heard of 'em.

HAH!

I wonder if they have their own record. That Terra Naomi is terrific, she writes her own songs. And they're all good. OK not ALL, but most of it.

But DAMMIT SHE'S GOOD!

Not sure if she has an album =(

That passion dude on the other hand, does fantabulous covers. Great voice, perfect for mass appeal. The flip side is, he dresses like Daniel Powter. Make your own inferences. I'll keep comments regarding that to myself.

imma stop nagging for now. check out terra naomi yeah. she's good..

Korea's out. Majorly disappointed

2006-06-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

Many world cup matches will be played later.
2are currently being played right now.
Spain will most probably go through.
Couldn't really care much about these 2 groups.

Made a silent comeback to DotA today. Played rather disappointingly, I mean what else can I expect. I haven't played properly in over 6 months. Wasn't as disappointed as I could have been IF I hadn't quit so abruptly. Just to make it clear, I shall only dota out of leisure. That shall be the only (AND I DO MEAN IT) reason to play.

I refuse to let it take hold of my life like it did the last time. At most it'll be a controlled addiction. Perhaps not to the extent of daily gaming, maybe just up to several hours a week. That should suffice the gaming hunger which was screaming out to me today.

My insatiable hunger was satisfied.

Somehow I feel guilty about playin. Main reason, I tried so hard to never touch that game. EVER but I was weak. I didn't have the strength to fight the temptations, DotA called out to me and I couldn't refuse. I am weak. I answered the calling.

When there's no one else,

look inside yourself,

like your oldest friend,

just trust the voice within.

I'll listen to aguilera for the time being. I shall trust my inner voice, and DotA in private. Training lonesomely. And makin an explosive official re-entering into the DotA world. That way, I can improve before getting into the action.

I shall drown in worries in this entry,

Poly life is starting to get really hectic. Presentations coming really soon, projects deadlines are looming all this only in Sem1. There's IDEAS to complete which is a b*tch of a subject. AND THEN SEM TESTS ARE COMING. I can seriously feel the stress just skyrocketing. Gonna have pimple breakouts.

I'll be takin 2new subjects next Sem(FOM and CD). Will also be taking up an elective. So that means an additional module. (FOM/CD swaps with OB/IDEAS).

So let's see, 2nd week: IDEAS presentation and iTab exam.

following that, 4 or 5th week: IDEAS final presentation.

oh the joy of holidays. I will seriously be lookin forward to the following holiday. Sem BREAK. You all know what that means? Almost 2 FUDGING MONTHS OF HOLIDAYS DAMMIT!!

But i'm pretty sure that sem break will be overloaded with projects too and online assignments. Oh god~

Looking back, Sec sch seems tonnes and loads easier. The only consolation I get from poly life, terrific classmates and no sch uniform. GREAT!

Today I indulged in Secret Recipe cakes, i.e Mango cake and Oreo cheesecake. The oreo cake was super rich. Creamy and cookie-full. Right consistency and perfect balance of cheesy taste paired with sweetness.

I swear I'm gettin fat.

Here is a picture of the amount of chocolates available at the Mr.Melody's place come over to try some out.

are you already drooling?

2006-06-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

Ghana and Italy makes it to top 16

Ghana-USA:
2-1

Italy-Czech:
2-0

I am satisfied
=)

2006-06-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

random conversations between parents and me

Mum: Waa.. Those people really have dark skin (refers to cheering Ghana fans)
Dad: Yeah. Those are americans wad.
Me: (chuckles to self)
Mum: Wad are you laughing at!?
Cute parents?

Me: Look at USA's no. 8. Americans have funny names. (referring to CLINT dempsey, i thought the 'L' and 'I' were combined, making a 'U')
Dad: Yeah and he's american. The land of the *toot*.
Mum: Huh!? WHO?
Dad and Me: There no. 8 from USA C*nt Depmsey
Mum: NO LA! IT'S CLINT!
Yes yes, my dad and I can get vulgar.

Was watching the Ghana-USA match because I felt it's more interesting compared to the Italy-Czech. Both scores are currenly 1-nil, Ghana and Italy leading. Score updates later.

I gotta comment, the World Cup referees ARE issuing yellows and reds more frequently than I hope they should. JUst previously, a Ghana defender was issued a yellow card simply for blocking this USA forward. I mean w-t-f >.<>

Speaking of which, the recent England match where Owen was seriously injured after like 4 mins of play? Screwed up knee i think. That's what made Rooney underperform for that game. Main reason: Too much thoughts. He was obviously afraid of gettin his leg screwed up the way Owen did AND trying to score goals. That was what I thought made Rooney lose concentration and play rather below expectations.

I am currently rooting for GHANA, why? Simply because, GHANA sounds like GAH-NAH.

Ok that was lame >.<

But I think Ghana can make it at least to top8. They are an african nation. So they must have probably trained in the desert. Playin internationally in the BEER CAPITAL OF THE WORLD can be considered duck webbed feet for them.(chicken feet are just bleah)

Moving on,

Emilee made it to the next round. My only comment will be, her family must be rich enough to be able to vote her into the next round. I seriously don't see anybody willing to spare their cash on a getai singer like her. Like seriously, listen to her? Practically almost ALL of the other girls sing bajeebers times better than she does. Ok that wasn't A comment that was MY comments. Gosh is this considered bitching? IS voicing out my feelings and thoughts about something so wrong?

ONE MORE THING! I absolutely, totally, undeniably disagree with a coupla wildcard positions. Of all people WHY!? was Primero picked. Didn't he broadcast enough egoistical chauvinistic qualities on teevee to prove to the judges that featuring him on national television would have detrimental effects on the viewers. That includes the youth who are definitely the future of this nation. Make an informed decision you SG idol judges you! But hey, who am I to judge, I ain't no bigshot jazz local artist or the first local artist to succesfully launch a career internationally.

Just voicing out my 2cents worth.

God I feel terrific getting that off my chest.

Oh yeah, Pasir Ris macs with MingXiang today. Completed IDEAS ppt. Berns came down and joined us soon after because she was nice enough to pass us her IDEAS workbook. THANKS HOR! And congrats on finally kicking the habit of daily Bueno consuming. 3 cheers for Berns!

Headed to Pasir Ris library to check out some books. Gosh I haven't been to a library since that time I had dinner with the TP people I think and that was bajeebers of eons ago. Just realised that Bruce Wayne is arrested for murder. He escaped prison though, and proceeding with life as the Dark Knight with no attempts to clear his name. His associates are currently trying to help him find the killer. He was suspectedly framed by a ninja person. King of confusion and trickery.

I am currently hoping that the underdogs will shock the balls off the scrotums of male footballs viewers.

Happy Cheering~

2006-06-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

im officially bored

someone entertain me please.

i am very very bored.

i'm memorizing songs but im still bored

2006-06-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

That's my dad eating 4bowls.

old school glass pepsi bottle(recycled)

Grilled fish. super yums!he griller man.
bueno hill. langkawi IS duty free.

i see bernie drooling. =)

that was some of the pix taken during the langkawi trip. How should I describe the place. hmm, try fly infested. No, try winged bugs infested. You can see the bug zapper things. You know the neon lights thingy to attract bugs, and when bugs land on the thing they get zapped. The bzzzzt sound can be easily heard. So noisy! And it's mostly found in restaurants. I mean DUH! Haha. And there was this little dude who kept singing and talking. for eg. 'pergi rumah bapak kau' (go to your father's house) or 'ni rumah datuk kau'(this is your grandfather's place) haha. hilarious little dude. I didn't get his picture though. Oh yeah, we got to this toilet break destination which had a water fountain feature and he went like 'WATER!!!! SWIMMING!!' haha. ultimate cuteness.

Yeap that's all that can be said about langkawi. Fly infested and very laid back. Can u say boring!?

the dark knight is sending me songs now. thanks dude!

oh yeah i owe thanks to the Bernie BERNS! for sending me that file =) kinder bueno for you!!

short one today. gotta run

2006-06-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

ok ppl! im done watching the ENGRAND match. Caught the replay instead of the live telecast cuz, i'm too lazy to wake my lazy ass up to watch it live.

and here's my review: (Peter)Crouch is one of the luckiest S.O.B that ever existed. For once his height actually brought the english team a goal. I mean his positioning was oh so tyco. I gotta admit though, Stevie G's score was excellent. Wk said he shot using his weaker foot, so yeah. KUDOS TO YOU DUDE!! GO STEVIE G! And I'm talkin like Steven Gerrard and I are great friends. But you know he's good. Stevie G. and Kenny G.

Ok ok i admit. -L.. a.. m.. e-

haha. oh well. What else is there to say.

Hmm, oh yeah. I'm going to Langkawi with a tour-grp right. Guess what!? Mas is going too. AND!! she's going with a tour grp too. Furthermore, the rendezvous point and meeting time for her group and mine are the same. I mean WHAT ARE THE CHANCES!!! and I'm not sure if it's a good thing. >.<

i swear this girl is nuts. f.y.i she was just posing.

ok ppl i gotta go pack up. get ready for langkawi.

i shall leave lyrics to a song here

Wild horses

Chilhood living, is easy to do

the things you wanted,I bought them for you.

Graceless lady, you know who I am,

you know I can't let you slide through my hands.

Wild horses couldn't drag me away.

Wild wild horses couldn't drag me away.

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain,

now you decided to show me the same.

No sweeping exits or off stage lights

could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind.

I know i dreamt of you, it's not a sin nor a lie

I had my freedom but i don't have much time.

Faith has been broken, tears have been cried,

so let's do some living before we die.

I love this song, so there you go. enjoy..

langkawi, here i come~

2006-06-15T20:29:00.001+08:00

My shattered dreams and broken heart,

Are mending on the shelves,

I saw you holding hands and standing close to someone else,

Now i sit her all alone,

Wishing all my feelings were gone,

I gave my best to you,

Nothing for me to do but have One Last Cry

One Last Cry before i leave it all behind,

I gotta put you outta my mind this time,

Stop living a lie,

I guess i'm down

To my last cry

AWWWWW, I'm in love with that song la. There's no hidden meaning to it though. Everything's going smoothly. =)

Anyhoo, went to the shizzle pizzle AGAIN this time for Floorball vid-watching. First, it was the previous year's IVP guys matches. Proceeded to the women's matches and then to Div1 final match in PESTA SUKAN.

Selections for Div2 tournament. I'm not entirely sure if I want to participate. My reasons: I don't think I am up to standard to play for the team and IF I were to participate but play substandardly, the better players might just get ticked off and just explode(enranged and effed up)

Joining the team on the other hand would give me exposure

HADY MIRZA GOT IN!! He's certainly my favourite this season. D***ed judge told him on national teevee his performance could be found at any lounge. I mean that's such a terrific way to break a person's spirit la and that could have possibly affected the votes. But my fren told me he knows this Mirza dude so yeah that's cool.

Oh yeah, I'm leaving for Langkawi tmr. For those who ain't got no clue where that is. Don't ask me. I'm clueless balls bout it too.

All I know is that it's way farther from SG compared to KL. HEH? re-phrase: it's than KL to SG.

I'm really hoping that I get to eat tons of seafood there. Sambal stingray, crabs and all that jazz. The flipside to it is that the journey there would take a whole fudging night. That means I have to sleep the night away IN THE BUS! Bless my ass with enough flesh just so that I can withstand it.

OH NO. I'm complaining again.

ENGRAND MATCH LATER, I am so uninterested. Mr.Crouch please stop being such a disappointment. Utilize your fudging height.

I SO TOTALLY DUN BELIEVE THAT JOAKIM DUDE GOT IN. GOSH! WAD WERE YOU VOTERS THINKING!?

I mean he was entertaining but the vocals weren't there. It's no unimpressive.

Geek in the Pink my ass!

laters dudes~

2006-06-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ok.

so this is my blog.

MINE, ALL MINE!

So yeah, I know this can be a teensy bit outdated but hey! I had serious issues bout blogging. Things have seriously changed now, and i agree that blogging does help with language skills..

so here i am!!! SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT!

oh no!! lameness!!

anw, caught the latest ep of SG idol hours ago and Hady Mirza pebbles la! He's singapore's answer to Elliot Yasmeen, oops i mean Elliot Yamin. He might be of similar standard.. no, better. PLUS no insulin pumps for him. *not that i have anyth against the disease stricken*

that roslan dude did pretty well too! his voice was reali smooth (or as my dad said smoooot la). he just need a morale boost cuz i can see he wasn't reali confident bout his skills but DUDE U CAN SO TOTALLY SING. so i'm seriously hoping this roslan dude makes it thru to the next round and prove that there's still a place for R&B and soulful music in the local music scene. Go get 'em!

Anyhooo, went back to the shizzle pizzle (SP) for IDEAS project. For the non-SP students or less informed SP students, it stands for Innovation, De-sign and Enterprise in Action. It's so totally creativity and i ain't creative. BUT, oh no. However, grp projects are helping me pull up the marks. So thank god for grp projects.

On the way to sch wit the MX-man. haha. MingXiang called me PS King of the Kings! i mean wadd!? i just ps'ed him for that x-men movie la. haha. I dun deny the fact that i DID PS HIM and shaun la.

and here i am waiting for bleach to finish being uploaded. BOREDOM! and joan's watchin her 'devil beside you' show.

AND SPAIN SCORED AGAIN DAMMIT!!!

so score's 4-0

to all those squinting thru those eyes tryin to watch m'sia's RTM channel den i'll just tell u the score. so there! 4-0 right now.

back to meMEme!! im bored.

entertain me pls.

pretty pretty pls with a huge pineapple on top..

my quote of the night:
like fire to a caveman, i just discovered blogging.