and up here i am who i am

today has been a really tiring day, swam 16 laps at tamp pool thingy in the morn. sacrificed my usual 11 o clock alarm for a body toning experience. but it was all worth it, better swim than to stay home asleep gathering all the fats that's made available to me

and gotta work hard to achieve my target.

and guess wad!? gym session tmr! gosh, training sessions like dragon boaters yes? the only difference is that I AM WEAK!

and i dare to admit it. so that's the blardy resaon for me to work out. wanna get fit fit fit!

no more unhealthy luq! so yeah, anyhooo. terra made only 3000 albums and there's like not many copies left so i feel the spirit of piracy take over me

but it's sucha sad thing to do. terror terra's a brilliant artist, terrific vocals and she looks absolutely gorgeous.

anyways, daddy was being hilarious as always..

convo between sis, mom and dad:
sis: mummy!! i brought back some sawi(a name for a veggie thingy) back, got some of the seeds back too
me: wad's sawi in english?
mom: mmmm chye sim?
dad: THAT'S CHINESE!

convo between daddy, sis and me:
dad: i saw someone surfing gay websites on the laptop..
sis and me check laptop
sis and me: that GAYLE nerva's website...

by the way the webbie is www.gaylenerva.blogspot.com or something like that. and the dad so g-a-y and went nuts cause he thought someone's been surfing undesirable webbies on the lappy.

so yeah, that's my daddy for you people!

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and why did you have to spoil everything for us all?? it's over before it began..

one of the mysteries of life.

everything can go so smoothly and it takes just one dumb moment to ruin it all. so all that friendship, all those calls and texts. all that mean nothing now?

so... disappointed..

why does it have to be so screwed up? huh..

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so now all i gotta do is keep thinking bout the coming exams. and just focus on that. mmm


dear god, please provide me guidance. i admit that i have done wrong, to friends, loved ones and even myself. so i seek guidance, please..