bye bye!

i am leaving this for smth better.

you spend your nights alone,
he never comes home,
and everytime you call him,
all you get's a busy tone.

i heard you found out,
he's doing to you,
what you did to me,
ain't that the way it goes.



words of a wisemen. and karma does come back to bite you in the ass. trust me, when it does happen to you, you're gonna regret it.



okay, on to the agenda that's been bugging me lately.

i have no idea why, but recently, i have been thinking alot about you. even after talking about how i chose to only be friends.

WHY!? why is this so. am i slowly getting attracted to you, again? am i suffering a relapse of whatever occured back in the BV days. aaaah, i miss you so much and i'm like really wishing that you're done with all your projects and all that. and your holidays are just around the bend riiiight?

and like, you're gonna be a bum and just laze around at home riiiight? haha. this means, hang out hang out.

anyways, i joined the kakis yesterday to celebrate the birthdays of 3 of my gal pals from the changkat days. so that means like, 8-9 years of friendship? now im kinda regretting not getting to know them a little better cause i would have been more open and shit like that around them. but you know i love you guys right? all 3 of you 18year olds who wouldnt stop teasing me about JUST TURNING 17.

thanks ah people!! you made me feel young.

anyways, yesterday was lorryloads of fun. yes fun! we had cancerous barbecued food thanks to the never ending smearing of margerine on to the coal. haha. i'm just kidding people. the food was great, company was awesome. atmosphere was just.. ecstatic. i felt, really really happy for the first time in a long time.

it's amazing how friends can really make your day, even if it wasnt YOUR special day, you'd feel absolutely jubilant in their presence. so go on and build bridges, not burn them. i learnt my lesson, the hard way.

hence the opening statement after the poem. oh well, im not regretting the decision i made cause you don't look back right? just move on and stop reminiscing about the past. honestly, despite what all the friends have told me. i never really did regret making that decision. and i'm not sayin it as an 'in-your-face' kinda statement. im just pointing out the facts because well, this is my blog right?

i'm kinda hoping all this time taking a break from the blogging world has maybe totally removed the number of people actually reading this. i wanna make this bloggy private. and people might be thinking 'set a pass u dumbass' and to answer that question, simple, im too damned lazy =)

anyways, back to the birthday issue. haha. celebrated mas' sya's and illy's birthdays (in chronological order). the highlight of the day must have been the post-party. haha. playing childish games around the table. that to me, was the icing on the cake. another one would be the prize-opening ceremony. just seeing the smiles of delight totally gave me the sense of satisfaction.

i know how you guys (or girls rather) have been sending all these SMSes, thanking all those who turned up for the event and all that. but seriously, i thank you guys. that was one of the most awesome days i ever had. i'm hoping that's a signal that '07 would be a kickass year.

musically and entertainment-wise, i know '07 wouldnt disappoint. but it's the factors that affect me on a more personal level, things that i wanna change for the better to help me make this year a more meaningful and satisfactory.

once again, i'll try my best to build bridges. instead of burning them.

i really enjoyed yesterday.

love you guys, =)

okay so uh, in a coupla minute's time it would be the day most couples rejoice.

the day that most couples go through extravagant means just to prove to one another of the depth of their love and such.

but why must it only be on this fated 14th of feb that people want to start renouncing their love to their respective partners and such. uhh, okay, that's about all the anti-vday feelings that i have. in short, im not really a big fan of vday. it's just too, abnormal for me.

just like anniversaries and birthdays and all the other stuff are. come on fellow homo sapiens, it's just an ordinary day when flowers are extremely overcharged and people have an increased expectation of being on the receiving end of some loving when to sun sets. look, luq just is not a bg fan of vday. period.

anyways, i have been looking through youtube and found many many brilliant artists who couldnt cut a recording contract.

why the hell do recording companies sign deals with brainless gits like britney and all other musically uninclined retards. i just think that it's unjust that people who's got real talent. real RAW talent be stuck to performing in front of a webcam and uploading it to youtube hoping to get the ratings and all that. open your damned eyes man.

see who's got real talent and who doesn't.

that's when i came to realize that, if the music industry was filled with john mayers and alicia keys, den the world would hear the same sort of music. i am not making sense.

the words that i am typing are just flowing out of me. no thoughts, no nothing. ah well, i know 2007 would be a better year for me.

already i have made some changes in my life that i hope would make luq a better man walking this earth.

i love you

i haven't been able to update this blog and neither would i be able to. im taking this short little time to do so because i just want to say that i love rachael.

she rocks.

and i have to meet her in march.

exams are coming soon and i have been using that excuse to get out of meeting people i don't really wanna meet.

karma will come and bite me in the ass. or as i recently learnt, AVOCADO will occur. only the prison break faithful will get it.

funny ass tv serial.

one major flaw though, they're all in prison but their hair don't grow.. that is a MAJOR HMMMM!? yes yes? agree with me you bitcheS!!

because rachael is hot and i just said so!

scarlett johanssen is hot too, but she's probably already taken. *ahem* timberlake *ahem*

okay, so now i gotta go snooze and wake up to another day of facing books. whoop de fucken doo.

see you people around. =)

this year is getting terrific.

love you

Ode to...

I don't want to waste your time,
I don't want to waste your time.
I just want to say
I've got to say,
We worked hard, darling
We don't have no control
We're under control

I don't want to do it your way,
I don't want to do it your way.
I don't want to give it to you, your way.
I don't want to know...

I don't want to change your mind,
I don't want to change the world.
I just want to watch it go by.
I just want to watch you go by.
We were young, darling
We don't have no control
We're out of control

I don't want to do it your way,
I don't want to do it your way.
I don't want to give it to you, your way.
I don't want to know...

I don't want to change your mind,
I don't want to waste your time.
I just want to know you're alright.
I've got to know you're alright;
You are young, darling
For now, but not for long
Under control.

-under control
by the strokes

so in this coming few months, 3 of my favourite source of entertainments would be coming to town.

2 of which would be having concerts while the other would be here for the mosaic music festival.

for the uninformed, john legend, muse, hoobastank and rachael yamagata would be coming to town for their own stuff. yeah.

john legend and muse concerts are like on the 15th and 16th. and one of my buddies is going for both. sick. yes i know.

not a big fan of WHO?-ya-stank. so uh won't really care much for them.

but.. rachael yamagata's performing for mosaic. i know im gonna kick myself in the balls for not going for john legend and muse.. but hopefully i'd be able to make it for rachael's. i mean.. it's rachael!!!

BE BE YOUR LOVE BAYBEH!!!

ok, i shall lay low for awhile.. feel like puking over and over. and that's not cause im bulimic. bleah. my body's abit laggy when it comes to diseases. it's already getting toasty and i'm only gettin sick now? what the..

ok, so summarising this entry, i kick balls for nt going for legend and muse's concerts. i want to see rachael yamagata. im sick. and im all alone at home. fan-bloody-tastic.

oh tennessee what did you write?
i come together in the middle of the night.
that's an ending that i can't write.
cause i've got you to let me down