it just hit me

i haven't been posting proper entries for the past week. i just realise it like a few moments ago. here i am, trying to properly make an entry for the night.

so let's start with something that's been bugging my mind ever since singapore idol 'the spectaculars' commenced. it involves a particular contestant still participating. and honestly, this talent contest, searching for the best person to represent SINGAPORE (that's the entire nation mind you) in the international music scene.

and here we have an almost tone-deaf contestant who appears to be on a half-high everytime he performs. no matter what genre is supposed to be sang, this particular contestant can make it seem like he took a quick jab before entering the stage. the way his eyelids cover half his eyes while he's passionately singing illustrates just that.

if none of you believe me, go ahead and catch the following episode. he WILL be singing like he's getting laid simultaneously.

but hey, you can't blame that poor bloke, it's not his choice to stay in the competition. right from the start, it's the judges that let him into the following rounds and upto the top twenty-something. the fans then get to decide who they would like to see in the next round.

so all there is to do is blame all those supporters. ok no, voters who prolly lost their brains while punching in the numbers, dialling his number, voting and hoping his safety to get through to the next round.

so yeah, ALL U BRAINLESS GITS. VOTE FOR TALENT DAMMIT. not for looks.

all u dumbasses better get your facts right. terrific singers have been voted off. to me, that's unjust. this is a talent contest afterall. maybe they should abolish the voting thing. apparently, the people can't be good enough judges for a SINGING competition. so why let them decide the outcome of the whole thing? it's just not logical.

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next up, the person i thought i knew so well turned out to be someone so different. all the while i thought you weren't that immature. the person i knew would just let things be, leave them alone. but why are u doing this? you're only hurting yourself. just let it be. dun bother about stuff anymore. cause i just can't be bothered to entertain this type of nonsense. it gets me all worked up over no reason. so yeah.

so please, just leave it the way it is. things are better off this way.

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another thing, if u have something to say about me. don't go around spreading rumours about me behind my back. say it to my face. and if i've things to say about you, you'll find out when you confront me. you dun hafta be sucha bitch about it. grow up la, please. you're like older than i am and you're acting so immature. act your age will you?

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the world is not making sense to me right now. i have no idea why. leave me alone please. imma do some soul searching.

and i've commitment problems. only the closest to me understand. in time, you will too.

and tmr will be a great day

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DILYS LIM! hope the wait for the almost midnight call din make u all sleepy today! and my wish for u was lke super special!! hope u enjoyed it